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“””17 signs you like someone
this is how u know u like/love some1.

You look at their profile constantly.


When you’re on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.


You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.


You walk really slow when you’re with them.


You feel shy whenever they’re around.


When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.


You smile when you hear their voice.


When you look at them, you can’t see the other people around you, you just see him/her.


You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.


They’re all you think about.


You get high just from their scent.


You realize you’re always smiling when you’re looking at them.


You would do anything for them, just to see them.


While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.


You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing


You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

haha.i know its silly but i just had to post it. =P










I don’t feel like bothering.)):


ho hum.i have tonnes to blog about.

let’s start with the open house. as i described it yesterday, it was just fantastic!! even having to dance to hsm2. haha.made more friends in and out of HS on all three days though i was only on duty on the third. did BGM and infant bathing from 10 til 6. bgm was the bomb: pretty much everyone wanted to try. a st. marg’s girl came along and seemed interested. she even recognised me. haha. sorry, i didn’t recognise her. a lot of malay girl’s came but there was one girl that really stood out. besides the fact that she was really pretty, she was so so so enthusiastic. before even entering 81 she asked me if I was in HS (i was in uni) and how she could apply.tried to explain the JAE thing to her but truthfully, i have forgotten mine. haha. she was so happy when she got to draw blood, do bgm, injections but most of all she was so high when i told her she could play with ‘babies’. there’s a promising junior. but i did get some trash. funny trash though. these year 1 lsct, bms boys came and i seriously thought they were sec 4 so i let them try everything and stamped all their books plus when they brought their friends to try BGM. thought that when i said goodbye to them at the end of the day i probably would never see them again. i was so wrong. on wednesday i was walking back from lecture to 81 and walked right past them. one guy said hi and i just said hi back cos he looked familiar. a few steps further and i realised that they were from the open house. turned round to clarify and they just started laughing. argh. i had even asked them on saturday if they (the boys) were interested in joining HS! ho well, fun anyway.

then from monday to thursday we had our ‘pr-exam’ tests from 6-7 everyday. besides FON, i think the rest were just fine.i can’t stand FON. all words.)):

Ahhhhhhhh.this is the best. bonding camp on friday and saturday. the first evening was good leaving a few of us with bruises. found some people over react a lot but then, we’re all so different anyway. stayed up til 3 despite senior’s advice. then at 5 the year 2s came in to our room and smashed everyone with junk. now i look back i think it’s real funny. i didn’t even get angry. just stood there watching everyone else get angry. guess i expected it (the sabotage) to some degree. once 4 of them had turned into 4 massive hulks, the year 2s were feeling really bad. and so was i. i think we should have just all helped clean up. i mean all the year 2s who hadn’t even had a part in this were helping. why couldn’t we year 1s have done the same?! it was nice cleaning up with them. showed a different side of a few of them. finally slept at 7 in their room with them. probably stank up theinesh’s jacket. haha.the rest of saturday was the bomb. although a fair amount of the games were recycled, they were still fun. the worst for me personally was the toothpaste. i got it all over my face from having to take it from fatanah’s neck and put it on hafiz’s inner thigh with my nose. HAHAHAH. hilarious actually. then the volcano. understandably hafiz and luqman left a gap in between them and me but this left me holding up the bucket on my side all by myself. could have died. it was just whack.

people thought the camp broke bonds. i think it worked the other way in the end. but then again, some things don’t change. left me kind of down at the end. i hated that part.

gotta get down to some work.((:


a lot has happened today. first i left house without my hp and only realised when i was almost at henry park. managed to get trey’s birthday present together. talked with meidan and sharity mostly about things worth mentioning. always seem to philosophy-sing about relationships with boys. what do couples talk about? is it dangerous if they just talk about shallow things and never actually have serious conversations?

i think so. you need substance in a relationship and that will come from knowing more things about another person through profound conversations. for me it would be semi-profound and not profound. haha. then something happened today that kinda disturbed me. got inspiration from a friend. really thank God that i’m so blessed with her. she told me about a covenant she had made with God regarding relationships. so far i have had my promises made to myself that i won’t get into relationships til, at the most, year 3. but what is the use in that? a promise to yourself is worthless compared to the promise you make to God. of course a promise to God would mean much much more indicating that your time, strength and resources, otherwise spent on that special someone, would be focused on Him. it’s a load but really keeps you on track i guess. shan’t make a haphazard promise. shall pray about it and commit it to the Lord. He deserves it after all he promised to us.

shall end here. have work to do and thinking about HS and NPSU camps.

❤ amy.

let me ask you something.ever had the occasion when someone fell for you but you did not realise til a fair time later. they then realise that it wouldn’t work out cos you weren’t ready for anything or something like that. they try to let go. you feel guilty but you know you shouldn’t. or maybe you don’t feel anything except sheer awkwardness when you see them. they pretend to move on. try to get a good hold on themselves, distract themselves, put something genuinely significant behind them and try real hard not to look back. ever considered that you might still have a hold on that person. even without realising it. you don’t mean to i know. but you just do. and that person aches. they don’t mean to keep yearning for something in there. and you don’t mean to keep them. but it just happens. then what do you do? scoff at them? yell at them to move on?

i don’t know. what would you do?

I’m dumb-founded. guess I should have expected a collapse from you of some sorts.

where’d you go? and yes, i did, i do miss you. but if you move, i will too.

just don’t forget who you are.


haha.well well.2007 is history. bit too fast eh? well, what are the highlights of the past year?let’s start from the beginning.

-‘o’ level results

-starting at np

-being in BB ((:

-all the new friends i have made (FOC, BB, HS, Challengers etc.)

-driving lessons

-UK matters

-moving house

that about sums up the main points. those are pretty much the good points. didn’t really wanna mention the less thrilling points. have been foolish in many ways, grown in other directions. somethings make my mind swim with thoughts while others spread a smile across my face.

a new year.resolutions? none specific. just general. i don’t make resolutions. i just try to do them. doesn’t always work though. haha. shall leave you with a song.

This boy here wants to move too fast
He sees my future as having a past
Well, I don’t think so
I don’t think so

That boy there, well he’s playing a fool
He thinks he’s funny and he thinks he’s cool
We’ll I don’t think so
I don’t think so

Cheap date, bad taste, another night gone to waste
Talking about nothing in so many words
It’s not like I’m not trying
‘Cause I’ll give anyone a shot once

And, I , I close my eyes
And, I kiss that frog
Each time finding
The more boys I meet the more I love my dog

Here’s this guy, thinks he’s bad to the bone
He wants to pick me up and take me home
Well, I don’t think so
I don’t think so

Cage fights, PlayStation, X-Games, raider nation
Oversize pants with an ego to match
It’s not like I’m not trying
‘Cause I’ll give anyone a shot once

And, I , I close my eyes
And, I kiss that frog
Each time finding
The more boys I meet the more I love my dog

Why can’t they be like the one’s that mean everything to me
The warm and loyal, open and friendly
It’s not like I’m not trying
‘Cause I’ll give anyone a shot once