another week is over. closer to dying. pessimist? not sure about that. just realistic.

is there something seriously wrong with me. i hear about people being sick, having sudden disorders or cancer etc. and i just look straight on, nod my head and get on with life. so they warned us about not becoming too emotionally attached to our patients. but have i become too cold even to those close to me?

no. i do not fear death. i just fear losing those i love especially when i may never see them again.

oh my oh my. here i go talking about life and death again.

You want a coke?
Maybe some fries?
The roast beef combo’s only $9.95
It’s okay, you don’t have to pay
I’ve got all the change

Everybody knows
It hurts to grow up
And everybody does

Good morning, son
In twenty years from now
Maybe we’ll both sit down and have a few beers
And I can tell you ’bout today
And how I picked you up and everything changed
It was pain
Sunny days and rain
I knew you’d feel the same things

Let me tell you what
The years go on and
We’re still fighting it, we’re still fighting it