144661_f5201Christmas is around the corner. I just splurged on a bulk of stuff on my way back from bible study at Ali’s place. Bought 4 movies and a few things from guardian. I’m absolutely bonkers.

I was just contemplating the fact that Christmas is around the corner. Do you remember Santa Claus? I do. I believed in him until I was P5. That was when my mother kindly burst my bubble. My stocking was full every Christmas morn, the plate that held the mince pie and glass of milk was gone by the time we stirred in the morning. Who wouldn’t believe such folk tale if they had been brought up to believe it without question?

To a certain extent I still wish it’d come true. That maybe one day the hot burly guy with the rounded tum tum will actually exist. His hair and beard will be white and bushy and his red and white coat so soft. He’ll forever be smiling and warm to everyone.

Okay, so you’re laughing at me now.

But, like I said before “…its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day… they will open their eyes and it will come true.”