sb10070124r-001to the system. to me.

I’m not quite sure what to think let alone what to say. I think “sad” is one word to discribe it but it isn’t that simple. Awe, wonder, fear, confusion, disappointment, curiosity…. the list could go on.

Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day.

We used to be best friends. I shouldn’t have ever let it come to an abrupt halt. I miss you.