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200572323-001Done with my cover letter and resume. Just need to do copies of all my certs and other achievments.

I can’t believe I have to go all the way to Changi for the marathon. But I get to do it with Claire. It’s not for the timing but for the company. Managed to get a great timing of 50 minutes for 11k so at least I know what I am capable of. Told Claire we’ll aim for 90 minutes for the 10km so she doesn’t have to worry. I must do as Junbin said and take care of her. At least I’ll be driving there and back.

I’m already hot and tired so I hope I don’t have to meet anyone I really don’t want to see tonight. I’ll just run and take off.

AHHH. I must stop being such a wet blanket. But I’m really fed up and irritated with the same thing again.

YOU IDIOT! YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!YOU IDIOT!

I give up.

amyruth.

84144691I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait
I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy, no
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait

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85914291My hand is on the plough, my faltering hand
But all in front of me is untilled land.
The wilderness and the solitary place,
The lonely desert with its interspace.
….My courage is outworn,
Keep me from turning back.
The handles of my plough with tears are wet,
The shears with rust are spoiled, and yet, and yet,
My God! My God! Keep me from turning back.

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