I’ve skipped WPD lecture. And have felt guilty all the way home. I can’t skip another lesson. It just won’t do. We’ve been told in Colossians that “…whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.” Now, skipping a lesson, no matter how “less useful” it may seem just doesn’t cut it. How can I say that skipping lessons is in the name of the Lord Jesus?! Not that God is going to punish me severely for this but the guilt and mistake will just backfire. That’s punishment enough.

Sometimes I appear so hypocritical it really frustrates me. In one post I talk about serving God with all I have and just this morning I prayed that God would use me. And the one time when he could have used me, I just ran away. No, no, this won’t work. If he’s put me in school and given me the privilege to study then I should give it my all.

Now, it’s done so I shall use this precious time wisely and get my DDD done instead.

I can trick my teachers and every human being around me, but God and my conscience? No way around those two!

amyruth.xxoo

Advertisements